The Pyle Inside

Gosh, I wish my self-esteem was there sometimes…

Those times when I wish my self-esteem was there…

For you.

But- never in my mind, I thought it would be…

For you.

Like you even notice me, hah!

Like you even care…

No matter what they say about you…

My heart will never move on…

I never moved on…

GOSH! WHY MUST YOU PRETEND I DON’T EXIST?!

It’s because of you and your self-esteem…

I know, I wish I never met him…

I wish I had self-esteem…

But I don’t.

But I can’t.

Wishing I was released from my cage…

I never did.

I never could have even if I tried.

I wish… no

I wish my self-esteem was there.

For you.

But it’s not.

I lost it because of you.